Not alone

Mood: wicked

Listening to: Nightmare [ Naito-mea ]




People have a way to suprise you when you least excpect them to. This is what I have experienced during these days. You can find sides you never knew existed and have long conversations about things you imagined no one would understand.

Escape from the reality you know to the fantasies inside your head. that's the best advice someone has given me for ages. If you cannot do anything to change things youre facing then just mentally fly away.

What can you do when you know someone very dear to you will not live a year? Eveytime you see that person...you just have to smile and tell that everything is going to be fine. Everytime you assure she will get to go home soon. But most importantly you smile at the hospital and cry after you get home. Take a bottle of a good wine and quietly enjoy it while watching the skies above.

You're not weak if you can admit to yourself that you cannot make it on your own. You're brave when you ask for help, taking steps forward. And that's what we're supposed to do, go forward.

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