Broken heart Blues

Blue rythm knocking at my window
I see your reflection when I look through it into the darkness of the night
I can't stop thinking about your face
my darling, I don't wanna let you go.
When Im sitting home alone, drinking coffee
and writing
I find myself frozen, staring outside of the window
thinking the last day...

How I sat on your lap laughing with you
the tone of your voice took my mind to a place
where I want to stay forever

Oh, why did everything have to go so wrong
I'm so alone waiting for you to call - but you don't
Never tought this would happen,
I fell in love with you

Walking endlessly
shadowed by black night
I can't get a grip out of anything
I coudn't figure out the true you
-Too quiet- I was unable to open my soul to you
-Too different- We were too far from eachother
- Lost- We didn't understand

Hoping I would get caught in the rain
No one could see my tears
No one could hear me wishing
that you'd come and hold me and once again
I could fly to the place where I want to stay

Oh why did everything have to go so wrong
I'm so alone, waiting for you to call - but you don't
Never thought this would happen,
I fell in love with you.

I'm not asking anything from you
I just wanna let you know...
I'm happy that I met you

I'm frozen
looking up to the sky
noticing it doesn't rain
The night all around me cold as ice,
behind the shivery clouds I can see the glooming moon,
the stars are shining
And I,
I got a sad smile on my face.




16.10.2005
To my first

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