Miss Luna

In the mist of the night I'm standing still constant quietness surrounding me caressing my senses calmly I can feel it rising deep inside of me this feeling of being restless looking at the starry sky wishing I could melt into the darkness Where can I find my solitude ? I'm homeless my heart cries silently I close my eyes and listen The night whispers shooting words to me I can feel the coldness on my skin untamed wind  making music with the trees shadows dancing all around me I let out a deep sigh I'm restless Where should I go, what should I do ?

I have been careful  not to let anyone close Build solid walls around my heart Kept my mind focused not letting my feelings get the best of me So,  why on Earth did you enter my life ? Telling me how you want to get closer Have me around when you come home from work Cuddle me through the dark nights Your beautiful words were strong enough to cut down my wall and mess my head I hate that I love you Even we turned out to be just friends I still want you I still think of you I still wait to hear from you Those words you whispered to me Those looks you exchanged with me Those acts of love you gave me Take them back Erase these feelings give back the brigs you took so I can start rebuilding Carefully leave you behind  shouting words of affection which I won't hear anymore Turn back the time don't approach me leave me be Because, I hate that I want you I hate that I think of you I hate that I wait to hear from you But still ...