Miss Luna

What have you done sold my independence  with green cash Put a " Use as you like" stamp  on my forehead And send me off with words: " Bon Voyage, Mia Bella Bambina." Now I'm drifting Been here and there many hands have touched me dozens of caresses stroked my skin thousand kisses pressed against my lips Baby of mine You send me so far away Never wondered how I am Not once called my name again I'm a Jane Doe Gone, Forgotten, Dead I have not once given up humiliating names, slaps, words I have shut them all out of my mind And I have continued to wait While people come and go, I have waited This prison is closing nearer and nearer  sometimes it's harder to breathe please, come soon. Every day I wake up I'm used and tossed away by daybreak                Why haven't you searched me               Baby of mine You send me so far away Never wondered how I am Not on...

You know I talk to myself when I'm alone I pretend to be surrounded by people I love and admire and I have various discussions with them daily It fills me with joy to be able to talk my heart out laugh from the bottom of my heart and act silly in front of all of you I feel, to some extent I'm always wearing a mask.. My family, friends, co-workers None of them knows my wicked little heart So when I'm alone I can let my inner guard down have a laugh of myself with all these important people You may think it's bizarre But for me It's a gateway to Heaven: I have joked around with Will sung to Choi and cried my sea of tears to Jamie And all these people love me nevertheless They will never deceive me Now from my point of view That's pretty great. Eh ?

Ok, Dear readers, This is the first out of three poems I'm gonna be posting during the following days. I want to use this opportunity to Thank All you people who have taken the time out of your day to read my writings.  I appreciate this very much. Thank you...And a very big hug !   I can't make myself to shut down my computer because your brown eyes are glaring at me My desktop is filled with your pictures I thought I had made up my mind My life is Solo yet with your crooked smile you have entered my body Breathing becomes harder I'm grasping my heart and looking into your eyes. I cannot turn off my computer For I would lose your face looking at me so innocently  Why you had to enter my world? Before everything was much less complicated Now all I can think of is you