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One beautiful day you will say you love me It was a chilly winter day when I first saw your kind smile as you passed me by. And I don't know why but that image came to stay in my mind for days to come Life continued as ever time moved forward and yet I I stood still like a mountain unable to move from my roots. Then came spring and like magic you came back into my life like a beautiful wind As you passed me by You looked at me You smiled at me You spoke to me You are the one The one for me now and forever yet I couldn't say a word. I stood still like a mountain unable to move from my roots As surely as seasons change you went away Left me standing all alone You will come back to me one day yet again And on that day I want you to know the next time you pass me by... That one beautiful day I will answer and you, You will say you love me
TZBO - Farewell ( a short song for a band in the Episode-game) You are an angel Pure innocent angel But I am a demon, done bad things Lived a live that shall not see the light You are so beautiful, innocent soul When you smile the whole world becomes colorful When you dance my eyes cannot see but you You look at me and see right through my facade To you I cannot lie and I do not even wish to for you make me want to be a better man I want to hold you in my arms Run my fingers through your hair and whisper the words of love to your ear I want to hold your hands in mine lean my forehead against yours kiss you softly Again and again But when I see your smile I cannot I cannot make you mine I cannot hold you I cannot kiss you You are so pure and beautiful I do not want to destroy you For you are an angel and I am a demon I would devour your innocence So farewell Farewell my perfection

Never let go

My sister,  the keeper of my soul. The purple color that draws me back from the darkness. It is not cold anymore. It does not hurt anymore because you reached your hand and I grabbed it I am still holding it I will never let go  for you are the reason I am still here. You have saved me time and time again Others have given me candles to see in the endless darkness The flame will eventually die But you,  you have stayed with me. You are here Holding my hand You are my light. We walk side by side Steadily One step at a time One road at a time One world at a time There is no horror,  no fear The is nothing. You are my mind You are my voice You are my heart You are my soul I am me and without you I am no-one. I am nothing I am the darkness. So never let go. Never let go of my hand. Hold it tightly through madness and sorrow And One day,  when you die I shall fall Fall without you Through time Through Universe Through nothingness Never letting

Battlefield

For years you have tried to overpower me Trying to suck my life force Fill my head with lies and despair But time after time I stand up again I collect the pieces of my self confidence and glue them back together It will last until the next battle Again you try Take me down with your sword of glory but my shields shall not break Today I will win! I shall have the glory I shall have the smile of victory Until the next time we will meet again on the battlefield of life and death

Why did you have to go ?

Oh I miss you why did I have to loose you I had so many things I wanted you to know Why did you have to go? I remember how you made me smile how we held hands and cried Baby you are mine forever I still don't understand how something so grand could stop so fast My darling, sweetheart send from up above you are my heart the King of my deck of cards Yes you made me cry but our love survived fights we had none of that really matters no more I miss the days we stayed up all night talking of nonsense and life how happy and sad Now all I have left are memories so bitter and sweet Oh baby, why did He have to take you back home I still love you so Dear God, Is he okay? Is he sitting on a cloud smiling like always Can you tell him that I, Oh, I will love him for the rest of my life I'm looking at you pictures how you used to smile And I'm trying to understand but sometimes I'm loosing my mind Will this sadness ever heal ? It is all so

Shall, Will, Do I ?

Shall I cry, Shall I die or shall I sing a lullaby Will I fall, will I hopelessly call or will I close this door  Do I know, do I go or do I decide are you friend or foe Am I right or wrong Am I already gone or am I allowing this to continue far too long Now.. It is time to stop it is time to make you drop it is time let you fuck this up For darling.. You shall cry, you shall die while I sing your last lullaby

Game

This eternal game of emotions has started again we have taken out the game board and rolled the dice One, tow, three steps we walk side by side until we come to the crossroad and choose different paths There are no written rules we make them as we go Who shall be the winner, which one runs faster and crosses the finish line No matter is it you or me this game of relationship seems never to be over For we start again and again until everything falls apart