Finally free

Half a year
it feels like decades
like time has been standing still in front of me
just half a year
during which life loved me, abandoned me
and crashed around me

I have been imprisoned by my own mind
human mind is, in the end, very wicked
I have been living in a world
surrounded by flames
captivated
at the borders of insanity
in a very twisted place

Nowhere to go
No one to turn to
crying alone, unable to move forward
to get away from this living nightmare
I hanged myself....
only to wake up to the music of spring


It seems,
life took me back with open arms
kissed me on the forehead
set me free.
Looking at my reflection
I see a smile upon my face
and a glow behind my eyes
I am finally free.










Comments

  1. Ahkenaten Kor2 November 2012 at 07:17

    Awesome poem... I know a massive load of people that can identify with this

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