Talking alone

You know
I talk to myself when I'm alone
I pretend to be surrounded by people
I love and admire
and I have various discussions with them
daily

It fills me with joy to be able to
talk my heart out
laugh from the bottom of my heart
and act silly in front of all of you

I feel, to some extent
I'm always wearing a mask..
My family, friends, co-workers
None of them knows
my wicked little heart

So when I'm alone
I can let my inner guard down
have a laugh of myself
with all these important people
You may think it's bizarre
But for me
It's a gateway to Heaven:

I have joked around with Will
sung to Choi
and cried my sea of tears to Jamie
And all these people love me nevertheless
They will never deceive me

Now from my point of view
That's pretty great. Eh ?

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