Miss Luna

Mood: wicked Listening to: Nightmare [ Naito-mea ] People have a way to suprise you when you least excpect them to. This is what I have experienced during these days. You can find sides you never knew existed and have long conversations about things you imagined no one would understand. Escape from the reality you know to the fantasies inside your head. that's the best advice someone has given me for ages. If you cannot do anything to change things youre facing then just mentally fly away. What can you do when you know someone very dear to you will not live a year? Eveytime you see that person...you just have to smile and tell that everything is going to be fine. Everytime you assure she will get to go home soon. But most importantly you smile at the hospital and cry after you get home. Take a bottle of a good wine and quietly enjoy it while watching the skies above. You're not weak if you can admit to yourself that you cannot make it on your own. You're brave when you ask...

Blue rythm knocking at my window I see your reflection when I look through it into the darkness of the night I can't stop thinking about your face my darling, I don't wanna let you go. When Im sitting home alone, drinking coffee and writing I find myself frozen, staring outside of the window thinking the last day... How I sat on your lap laughing with you the tone of your voice took my mind to a place where I want to stay forever Oh, why did everything have to go so wrong I'm so alone waiting for you to call - but you don't Never tought this would happen, I fell in love with you Walking endlessly shadowed by black night I can't get a grip out of anything I coudn't figure out the true you -Too quiet- I was unable to open my soul to you -Too different- We were too far from eachother - Lost- We didn't understand Hoping I would get caught in the rain No one could see my tears No one could hear me wishing that you'd come and hold me and once again I could ...

I stand corrected when ever I see you my pain vanishes My worries are long gone and everything melts And yet, I have to say goodbye never see your kind face again, light blue eyes, perfect lips slinder long legs, black leather jacket long hair, beautiful thin fingers sliding on guitar strings This perfection I have to leave behind and say ~ with a smile on my face ~ This is the last time we'll see. When I hug you I forget where we are it's just you and me whole world spinning round round things vanish only your face looks so kindly at me How I long to touch you slide my fingers through your hair My perfection My passion My lust My hope My dream Yet I'm ready because I have to be. Ready to say goodbye. I can only hope your face ~ in my mind ~ will always look at me with kindness

Listening to: SS501 - Love Ya , U-Kiss - Binggeul Binggeul , Super Junior - Bonamana , Mblaq -Y , B2st - Shock , F.Cuz -No one , C.N Blue - Tattoo , Super Junior -Victory Korea Mood: Creative See the stars above you by night, did you know only the brightest stars shine by day? This was of course from Korean drama series You're Beautiful. From the first episode I was in love with the characters and the actors. Beautiful music and some good and sweet acting by all three A.N JELL guys and Go Mi Nam. Good work! But when you think about it the brightest stars are only visible by day. Each of us have our own stars that make us carry on with pride and admiration. Maybe, mother, sister, friends, celebrities. Someones that make us thank God we are alive here and now. Thanks to You're Beautiful and all members of Super Junior I have been more creative lately. Drawing, singing and writing lyrics & poems. When you see something thats has been made with passion, pride and devotion you ...