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Mess [ EMO ]

Darkness rising all around when you feel locked up inside lost in the ocean of people not there Black rain washes your purity away so you can mask yourself from the future Search your soul from inside heart may bleed but it'll stop beating once ripped out At first eye's won't see all the cruelty then nothing to live for.. Do you have anything..anything at all to keep you here? Nothing to stop you from taking all the pills from the bottle How trapped to you feel? How lonely are you with yourself Why can't they see Why can't they ask You are so happy outside inside greatest mess ever

Me

Look at me I am here for you I came through mist and storm Through darkness and cold I came for you Take my hand Let's ride together to the red sunset

HYD

His dark eyes staring me behind a veil of innocence long have I tried to keep them away but cannot anymore he's too adorable. Smile for me just a little glance me behind your brown hair you make me smile with your innocent sweetness. He's number on my phone I call just to close before the first beep , again and again. Come get me with your white two- seater for a nightly ride grab me hold me in your arms and bend to kiss me 3.3.2009 for Hanazawa and Makino

Play M

Is it too late to stop can I forget you ever lived inside my heart? If I give up now how long will this sadness occupy my emotions? Having learned not to wait I call you only to chat with your answering machine do you know how stupid you make me? I'm done with you not being here nor there you try to play but I have called your bluff what shall be your next move? 6.8.2010

Torturing love

I noticed yesterday how stupid I have been wavering the lines of impossibilities seeing nothing without letting go. It all feels so torturing how have I made myself suffer for creations of my own mind. Reading my life backwards I'm where I was 5 years ago crawling back and forth Now would be the time to hurry forward Yesterday I went through purgatory dancing lust for love robe pulling forth and back and I knew I have to stop chase away my anxiety and see as I should have seen a long time ago 2009